Just posting to let everyone know I'm still here. I'm still going to therapy weekly and continuing my GAL and 180s. I haven't heard from my WW almost at all aside from a text exchange a couple of weeks ago.
She came by the house to pick up her mail and saw my electric bill was overdue. She paid half the bill and text me to let me know. I told her I appreciated it, but I had already paid half and was paying the other half on Friday and that the bill was misdelivered next door. I let her know she can skip her next insurance payment since it will equal out. She then said "Don't worry about it. It's not an issue. If you ever do need help in the future though, I am here."
I told her, "Thank you for the offer, it means a lot. I'll be ok, I just forgot because the bill was misdelivered."
She followed up with "I understand, I'm glad you're doing well then" and that's where the conversation ended. We haven't talked since, and that was in the beginning of April.
To me this comes off as helping because she feels guilty about leaving. She still doesn't know that I'm aware of the OM and the A. I still miss her everyday, but I'm finding it does get easier.
I recently just joined a bowling league with two of my best friends and that has helped me quite a bit. I've also been adventuring and doing things I've always wanted to do.
M:2.5 T:8 H:31 W:27 S:12 BD:1/4/2018 W Moved Out: 1/8/2018 OM Confirmed: 2/19/18