The recent incident of the snowman footsteps in the night has created the next shift.
I had lost my wicked humour (threw it in the attic when the G started his raging and tantrums). Yes, Jim (love you wherever you are) he was thrashing like your two year old. A very dangerous two year old, capable of great damage.
And Edz, glad you repaired your M with your walkaway but you believe humour although a risk was important when wading through a sewer. Oh and hold your head up high.
My tribe who got me through those early days of crazy, RD my special Irish friend who has love that's real, 9 months dating so proud of you.
Oh yes, whilst having a clear out I found the wicked humour box, the creature in it was still alive, thank goodness.
It feels good to be V right now. To be in the sunshine and alive. So so good.
It might have been sooner but I doubt it. Although I did DB full on for a while I was lucky, the G and his crazy abuse was event and it is very clear that DB abuse is not a good thing. It makes it worse.
And the G would not leave, wouldn't go. My house and I left! The G wanted cake and abused to get it. Goddamn it he wanted it all and to abuse as well.
We are still not D, oh yes the fins are done. The G won't get the last tranche until he pulls objection to the D. Another couple of months and his ability to do that will be gone and the D has to restart.
If he wants D he will need my consent, and that will cost the last tranche of his cash or he can wait until I file again after 5 years from 2 May 2015.
Oh yes I could end up being M to this jerk until 2 May 2020. But he won't get his cash. Maybe that's what he wants?
I feel so powerful right now. And unafraid and full of mischief.
And he can't come near me, the nice judge says so. And if he does the nice policeman will take him away.
I am moving on with my life.
And he can't M the BIT how convenient for him, and she knows. She haunts my FB page and an admirer of mine in the G outer circle has shown the footsteps photos to the BIT daughter.
Oh how sweet are the small victories.
Now I have them I can move on.
I would like all the LBS here to have small sweet victories to shift, we bare a lot and we bear alot. We deserve the shift, it's ours by right. And I do believe that ultimately it's the target, usually the LBS who says enough and it's done.
And it my case it's done and I am laughing with wicked humour.
It's almost a cackle.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
