My dad came to the house last night. I know he was trying to be helpful and it was very nice to see him. We have never been close, he was always working and mom basically raised us 3 girls. So I sort of have a hard time talking to him but it was better last night.

But, he suggested putting a double wide on their farm, where they already put a double wide for my younger sister and that I could move back to Scottsburg, this is half an hour from my job. I don't really make enough to be driving like that twice a day.

So he said he was also thinking of hiring someone to answer the phone and do his books if mom would go for it.

You know I appreciate all that, but I'm not sure that is the life I want to move couple miles down the road from my ex husband, work for mom and dad and live on mom and dads farm. I could exist, but it doesn't much sound like living.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"