Thanks ginger and dawn.

How long does it take to get to that completely detached, "i truly dont care state"?

Again. I'm just mad. Don't want the guy back.

I had a weird dream that i had a beautiful house and he was walking into different rooms with me and I was afraid of him. He was accusing me of something regarding son. And he indicated that he would want to try again, and without hesitation I said "no". But i really didn't trust him in the room with the pool (it really was a beautiful home) I thought he would kill me.

He is not violent. Has never threatened me and Has never once wanted to get back with me either. But it was such a vivid dream.


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer