Awesome response maika just the kind of reinforcement I need. It is really hard to find my own life as our MR life was completely intermingled. But I can see how creating my own keeps me out of the fray. I am moving towards acceptance of the end but not quite there yet. As a lot of others on here I fear that if I accept it over I fear that I will lose hope. It seems like balancing the two are in opposition to one another.
M 40 W 34 Together 7 Married 2 No Kids BD 1/18 need space Moved out 2/18 ILYBNILWY & Asked for D 3/18 W filed for D 6/18 D final 10/18
