So tempted to try to initiate sex. Both for my own needs as well as, I recognize it as a temp-take. Both in would she agree and how it would transpire.

Because I recognize this temp-take, I will not.

I guess that's progress. IDK

M 53 W 54, M since 98
D15, D19
8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM
until 10/14
7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR
12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.