Oh Pam as a person who was in your shoes not too long ago... ..I know EXACTLY how you feel.

In fact last night when I was making the call I was like "I'm not even going to post on the BB that I want to do this" I'm just going to do it!!, it was obsessive, I couldn't stop myself....

On the other hand I had left two messages with my H to call me and he didn't return my calls either..so if he would have called me back I would have relaxed.

Cathy