Almost forgot! I have been using MeetUps quite enthusiastically and recommending the app to other people. Problem is that right now is exam crunch time - I really don't have much time for anything other than school.
I do still exercise, and I live with my in-laws who are lovely and wonderful people. His mom would be crushed if she knew what he is about to do.
His sister tried texting him about coming over to see him this weekend. He never replied to her. The way he treats everyone who loves him... it's disgusting. He's chasing a high with people he barely knows.
I have no wish to stalk this woman or to find out what she looks like. I am repulsed by her. I know myself well and I know that being in the same position, I would never pursue a relationship like this - I deserve better and I have been raised to do better by other people.
But no, I am not stewing in my own juices. I went and got an hour-long massage just now. I'll live. I have to.
Me: 28 H: 30 T: 9 M: 7
WAH: First half of 2017. Round 2 started in Spring 2018.
