Picking up Her MESS #3 and is getting Worse

[marina7]

Journaling,
Here I am thread #3 and as I said its getting worse.

Still doing process of bringing s9 home. Who would have thought this is a long process and a waist of money. I wish W could see what she is doing.

Well as I wrote getting worse. From what I hear W is so angry. W while driving says the f words or call people stupid or [censored] just angry. I am seeing W spiralling its scary I tell kids just to stay out of W way. The scsry thing is W goes through her rage of yelling and cursing at kids and breaking dishes. Unfortunately I have to had a serious conversation with all kids I told them while being with W uf she ever starts going crazy and they feel scared to all three run together hold hand and just run and run till they get help. And to call 911 and call me

I never thought I would have to protect my kids from W. W was once so over protective with them now she cares s9 just turn 9 but doesn't look 9 he small for his age w lets him go to men's bathroom alone. S9 said he was scared there where lots of mens he runs out says mommy i don't feel safe. W tells s9 stop being a pussy.. Yes talks bad to them.

Yes I have told GAL and my lawyer again the system has failed me and kids they said it's he said and she said. Unfortunately we see this alot through Ex. Wtf... I am speechless

I now don't sleep or eat when they with W on her weekend. I know we LBS need to take care of ourselves but how could I when my kids are hurting they have told every adult they don't feel safe with her. I have cried to lawyers and said what are ya waiting for. Kids are saying they are scare of there mom when she the boogy man they are scare of it.

I believe W is to far gone to even be a mom again. I think W could never come back from this dark place she is in. To much damage to much pain to much hurt to abuse.