My New Scenario

[Newly20]

Keeping up with GAL activities. Not much has changed as far as how she treats me with D exchange. Past weekend was tough even though I had my D, got into a lot of thinking on what W may be up to. I know not good behavior but still my mind couldn’t help it. Monday went well but this morning I just got into a slump where I just wanted to lay in bed, missed work.

A few of my buddies who experienced the same WAW situations have advised me that i should just proceed with the Divorce myself. These guys have no idea about DR or DB techniques nor do I try to explain to them. They just want to see me happy, which I understand.

A few have even suggested that I start dating. Although I crave the feminine companionship and the emotion tied behind all of it, I’m not a point where I’m ready. It’s only been a little over a month from BD.

All in all, lots of things have been going through my mind. Not sure how to proceed with this.