Still planning to move abroad this fall. Enrolling in certification course to teach this June, as I don't think I can start sooner.
Looks as if eastern Europe or South America are most likely, but we'll see. (Much of Europe makes it harder for Americans to get work visas over EU member nations).
Different topic - Some car thefts and smash ins crimes happened the past 3 months in my upscale area. IN the parking garage where I take my dog to go outside after midnight if need be. So M put a deadbolt lock in my door.
I really like that he did that. Made me feel protected.
OTOH I had a dream of x h last night. Woke up missing him. UGH.
Had to remind myself of how lousy he was to me, just to shake the idea of him or a recon out of my head.
How long does this^^^ last? Plus, the whole "oh wait, Remember the crap he did" exercise yanks me backwards...but if I don't do that, then I feel a heartbreak feeling of loss. And when I do it, (ie remember the bad so I don't miss him) it still hurts and feels like a setback.
I mean, I woke up with a heart ache, and kept yanking myself back to reality, and then steering forward into MY future. Just to get out of bed. IT's been a long time since I woke feeling that way. Okay so then I bought new sheets (seriously good ones, btw) and really bright throw pillows and began looking online for places to live overseas.
New places, new work, new people, new activities...
I guess this is how we do it, right?
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
