My behavior stems from insecurity and immaturity, lack of understanding of what real love looks like. My own parents divorce and emotional abuse to eachother and to me. I handle my emotions dysfunctionally, even though my coping mechanisms and my own discipline have led me from literal poverty to some career and professional success.
Then I think you start here. How can you have a successful relationship with your W or any other woman with all of this going on?
I think the rest of it isnt that important if you arent working on these things.