Keep in mind, she filed a restraining order effectively kicking me out of our marital home and keeping me away and unable to contact my children for a few weeks.

I am not angry as I have forgiven her, but it hurts to be treated that way by someone I thought was my everything.

Just because of an outburst and argument. Never again...I will never allow that to happen again.

Even if it means cutting out my own feelings for her forever. My kids are now my life and I will show it through my actions, behaviors, and habits.