Still in limbo IV

[SteveLW]

Thanks everyone. Appreciate the perspectives and concern. I'll be alright no matter what. So even if it all blows up, I'm good with it! I really am in a much better emotional state than I used to be, last Thursday morning not withstanding. Again, those moments are by far the exception, not the rule anymore.

I sleep like a rock, my appetite is back to where it was. I rarely even think about the MR when out with my friends, or away from her. Even firing on all cylinders at work again!

So yes, 3 1/2 months is fast in DBing circles, but things are so much better. I am still 180ing. I am still GAL. I am still striving to be the spouse only a fool would leave.

Is this real? Time will tell. I am not all back in (as my "I am thinking about Ding her anyway" moment suggested)!

One day at a time.