[Georgiabelle]

Hi everyone. I have a funny story but first I wanted to post something else first.

As I’ve mentined, ex Mr. GB had not spoken to his family in 4 years barring a text or 2. S8 always tells his mom that it’s not right Daddy doesn’t talk to you. Apparently, ex Mr GB met his brother last week. He told the brother that I was really special and no one was like me (I am unique:-). Anyways, ex Mr GB reached out and said some people have these contentious, horrible exes and he just wanted to say that he realizes how lucky he is to have me in his life. That I always try to do the right thing and never judge him. It was actually much nicer than what I’ve written, but I realized I was terrible at DB trying to save my marriage, but for he most part I DB like a boss post divorce. Trust me it has been difficult at times and some people have called me crazy, but I’ve just trusted that this was what was best for me. So........


Here is the funny. As I’ve written, I have thought I wanted a very sexually charged fling. I have also stated I have not been with very many people. When I met Player guy about a month ago, he works in an industry where the one I have is broken. Originally, (meaning when I met him) he said he wouldn’t charge me to fix mine. I thought that was nice but I didn’t expect him to do that and I felt like he would change his tune. And he did after the night I met him for a drink. All good. I absolutely wasn’t expecting him to fix it for free.

He came over one day and made the repairs. Something else happened as well. Holy caca that man is hawt! He’s 6’5 and I’ve never seen a body like that. He’s 42. While he is extremely attractive and funny, nothing is happening here. But I thought I would live a little. He hung out for a bit. I had cash because this was for his personal company but I guess I didn’t specifically say how much do I owe you or just didn’t come up. I sent him a text saying thanks and it works great. He said, “FYI. I don’t work for free.” I said that I wasn’t expecting him too and to let me now how much I owe him. I was terrified he was going to send an invoice from a company called Big B@ller or something like that. He sent me an invoice for $75 which was super cheap for what he did...professionally. In my mind, I started to wonder. Is that the going rate for the sexay now days? $75? Bada Bing! I’m sorry. I just had to laugh :-). I’m pretty sure my fantasy of having a hot fling with someone I’m actually attracted to is just that....a fantasy. And I’m beginning to come to terms with that.

Went out with my best friend last night and went to dinner with NG the other night. My oldest turns 15 this week. I can’t believe it.

Hope everyone is having a good weekend.