I don't know how to to feel. I'm sad. But I'm mostly numb. But I keep getting sadder. GF came over in the middle of the night, missed work, to be here for me, and for D once she woke up.
East man, reading this brought tears to my eyes. It makes me think about my young girls and the emotions I would feel if something happened to my STBXW.
You are a good man E and I hope your D and you can find the peace and happiness you deserve.
