Do not be angry at yourself for having the relationship talk. She provoked you into having the talk. It is okay. Now she knows she is losing her husband.
She was testing you. She wanted to find the reason you were avoiding her.
Do not believe her bad words. Don't believe her threats to find men to live with her. She only wants to hurt you and make you feel guilty for leaving. She should feel guilty because she has not been a good wife to her husband.
You did very well, and showed much strength. She could not make you back down and act like a little girl. You showed much confidence. I am proud for you!
Please do not feel depressed. You will be fine, when you no longer live with her. You will be happy when you move to your new flat.
Thank you for writing the long post. I hope you have a good night of rest.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
