Reading back over what I just posted is weird. It's like I want to cure my anger through connection and reaching out and showing love. I do this a lot. When I am angry at H... rather than expressing my anger, I pursue and show care.

What a weird reaction. I do this a lot. And it totally works to dissipate my anger. Good to learn this about myself, but it is a strange habit to have, I think. Huh. Food for thought.