Before H confirmed that he was in A, it was easier, I wasn't consumed with thoughts of him with OW. Now that he has confirmed, I can't stop thinking about it.

How do I get those thoughts out of my head? It's killing me. I feel like I've just died another death. No matter what I'm doing, working, GALing, anything, it's there.

Me-44,H-44
S21,S19,S17,D13
M-22,T-29 (off and on prior to M)
BD:12-20-17 (H said he had things to work out in his head)
H moved out:3-4-18