That REALLY escalated fast. (Hoosjim's 14th)

[hoosjim]

Also, Don, and don't get me wrong this is good stuff but...

I KNOW I FRIKKING SCREWED UP HERE!

I am sure you are frustrated reading about it but I am 10 times as frustrating living it... But beating me up for 13 paragraphs worth is not doing me any good.

Which is why I am looking for suggestions. How can I salvage the situation, here?

Walking out again?

I'm serious. I mean, maybe it comes to that. I'll look like kind of a dick because she's not doing anything wrong right now... I mean, really, she's like the completely devoted, not giving me any s**t, doing everything right, changing everything, perfect W... but maybe that's needed? It is what I am pretty sure the MC intended, for us to be apart for a bit longer and for her to sort of broker the boundaries and preconditions (several of which she mentioned are also ones Sandi2 and Artista have said are necessary) for us to get back together.

IDK, had I been at all prepared for the seduction play-- which may have been completely innocent, at least in her mind, I really do think that right now, in this moment, she "wants" me and us-- I think I could have resisted/deflected.... but I wasn't and I didn't.

So here we are.

Please help if you can. I don't need beating up. Done enough of that on my own.