New LBW, H maybe in MLC and now with OW - part 2

[meg24]

I need some strength today. I am having a down day, and feel like running to H and begging him to come home. The idea of him with someone else is killing me. I'm trying to stay busy, GAL, but I can't stay focused.

I've been trying to find a local separation/divorce support group to attend, but I live in a mountain area, not much available. There are groups at a few churches in the city, about 35 minutes away, but I'd prefer local. One of my oldest friends told me about Celebration Recovery at her church, she said it's not just for addiction and it might help a little. I'm not really religious, but I think I'll go this Friday. My mind is just not in a good place.