I've also gained back 8 of the 10 lbs I had lost after BD. Nicole, that weight gain in and of itself shows personal growth! Think about how hard it was to eat and sleep at first. Gaining self-reliance means that you can once again sleep and eat. So please congratulate yourself in that regard.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018