Coly.......sorry you are having days where you feel set back. I know how you feel. We feel like we have made it so far and have done pretty well with GAL and "faking it till you make it"....... then something happens and we back slide. The smallest thing would set me back so easily.
I would get frustrated because I just knew that H was out there living this great life, not having a care in the world and doing whatever the heck he wanted to do. Not thinking about me at all. But, the reality was, he was living a pretty dismal life.
I know it is hard not having any interaction with H.......two years is a long time to have to go through what you are going through......I'm sorry Coly
You have managed to hold it together all this time, not only for you, but for your D ...... that is not something that many people can say. You should be so proud of yourself!!!
And training for a 10K....I cant even imagine doing that. I get tired just running up the stairs !!!!
Keep doing you.....cause you are awesome!!!!
And for what it is worth.....I don't think you are ready to start seeing anyone yet. But, that doesn't mean you cant find someone to go and have fun with.
