Hi again, MyBest, I saw on your response to Amarah that your husband is also from the Middle East. Since mine is from there too, feel free to ask anything or follow my thread. A lot of what you're describing makes sense to me because I've been through that with my husband as well.

Both times my husband left he wanted "six months apart to save our marriage." What actually happened both times is he had found a girlfriend and wanted to have the freedom to date. It doesn't sound like that's the case with your husband, but that is something to consider. There's always a chance it's not about your weight or your habits but that there are other temptations out there your husband wants to explore.

I hope you're able to avoid texting your husband tonight and I hope you keep going on all the great things you're doing to improve yourself!