Picking up Her MESS #2

[marina7]

J5k
Thank you as I can't imagine with 5 kids I know in my house there are good days and bad days with emotions if not one kid crying why mommy left us is the other amd us being our kids pillar is hard and to deal with our emotions. I now literally take it a day at a time I honestly now wake up and plan the day because of our dilemma and therapist says is ok to take it a day at a time so here I am. And as for the GAL I went in there as I been she ask I heard W side what's your side I simply teared up and said I have no side as I am myself trying to figure out what happen to my family. I showed her W letter of letter intent her stating she didn't want d9 and s8 and just wanted s9 and for her to live her life and leave her alone and him. I did what I felt was right to just say I am not sure what happen all I know like letter says W needs to find herself for almost 10yrs she was a mom and wife. And GAL lawyer responded to well when we become parents we don't take breaks I just shake my head yes I know this if she needed to find herself I am honestly ok with this. Why because I believe I also went through a midlife crisis myself 3yrs or 5yrs ago I was strong enough to overcome this but I never left the house I might have monstered like W did says after reconnecting W said you said some horrible things to me but I never took it out on my kids I might have to say my kids is what help me get through my dark days.

J5k thank you and hope you and boys are doing good.