Can I really do this?

[Dtrmned]

Appreciate being put in my place. Exactly what I need. I will push forward, continue to go dark and GAL better.

Desperate...absolutely. working on this everyday. I know we can have lives separately and I need to realize and start working in this direction.

Did my own thing with the kids today, although it was around the house. Worked out, and am making a nice dinner for the kids. WAW doesn't eat meals due to the med condition. Just broth and jello presently for her.

Growing the spine back more and more everyday! Glad the board is here as it helps just to vent and get positive feedback from people who have no dog in the fight other than to help.