So I went for my routine physical with doctor yesterday, ended up spending almost an hour talking with him. Asked for full STD testing done, he definitely agreed, given the situation. So far 3 have come back negative. The blood work will take a bit longer.

H texted yesterday that he was looking forward to spending time with me and the kids this weekend.

H texted this morning. Said he needs to know if I want D or to work on marriage. Then said "I'm feeling absolutely sh%#*y for everything I've been putting you and the kids through. I know I have s&$*t in my life I need to face and handle and I've taken it out on you and the kids. I just don't know what to do?" I told him he knows what I want, and it will take time and work, by both of us. He said we have a lot of things ti work through, a lot of changes needed, and that he has a lot to work on, we'll talk tonight.

I still have no expectations. I guess I'll just wait to see what he says.

Me-44,H-44
S21,S19,S17,D13
M-22,T-29 (off and on prior to M)
BD:12-20-17 (H said he had things to work out in his head)
H moved out:3-4-18