Soon to be LBS - need advice

[Natash]

You are in for a long ride.

I know...it feels like it's been forever though, i just never would of imagined in a million years that this would be my life, i can't dwell on my W too much, my kids need me and i will not let them down.

Hey Swagger, sorry to hear you are in this situation but I can totally relate to it as I find myself in the same exact position. I worked very hard in life to get to where I am (college degrees, beautiful wife, kids, and house). I did not expect this curve ball but now see how I contributed. I think the journey will be a long one, I dont know how it will end but feel it is worth taking...one day at a time. Good luck and I look forward to following your post.