Sounds like you're in a great place! All the feelings you expressed are totally normal and do get better with time. I suspect your healing will be much quicker now that you're removed from that terrible sitch. Good luck!

Me: 60 w/ S18, D24, D27

M: 21 years; BD: 06-14-12; S: 09-10-12; D final: 03-17-14; XW:57