WW in MLC affair and I need advice..

[Natash]

She told me she needed to know if she had to find someone to watch the girls. I said "I will watch them" and left it at that. I've got the book, almost half way through it. This is such a tough journey and I'm just at the beginning. It's so tempting to throw the towel in now, divorce, and move forward. The problem with that is I'd always second guess that decision by saying what if I waited and see how the separation went. Problem is, u don't know if x amount of time down the road she will or will not show remorse. With out remorse I'd never be able to forgive her enough to respect and trust again. I see why GAL is so important, it'll get this sitch off my mind but until then I'm struggling.