Rebuilding my life (ILYBNILWY? IDGAF 2)

[JRuss]

12/23 will never be the same for me. I unfortunately have a very good, vivid memory. It is a curse. And every 12/23 I will remember BD for the rest of my life no matter what happens (if we stay together or split up).

I used to think this, too. And then I realized as I read East's and your posts that my BD "anniversary" came and went earlier this month, and it never even crossed my mind once, for even a second. There was a long, long time that I would not have imagined that could be possible. Things do and will get less raw and much better.