Things have remained similar - H did invite his mum for Sunday lunch with us all, this is a first since before Christmas. He was also a little flirty with me - but he stays sleeping downstairs and no hugs or kisses and I am too scared of rejection to try a hug and see his reaction.
We were invited to a wedding party the same time as the BD and he didn’t want to go (he knows the couple more than me!). It is tonight and I am taking a good friend (female!) instead. Last night he asked if I wanted a lift and he’d pick me up, he was quite insistent but I stuck to my guns and will drive myself (plus friends). I hope I made the right choice?
My IC thinks I can’t carry on like this and I need to have a R conversation with him - but with DB I know I shouldn’t but I am concerned about staying in limbo.
M: 17 T:17 Me:42 H:48 BD 23/12/2017 H says ‘I don’t want to be married’ D 17 D 15, D 13, S 10, S 10
