I have been powering your words Coconut. Thank you for the frankness on my writing. I accept the compliment.
I think maybe that I could be clearer on my rambling thoughts sometimes. I confess I think in film style with subtitles and sound. And often with music, so perhaps that's why it's lyrical I think. Sort of like a film projected onto a 3D screen.
Trauma is tough to write about, the experience is vivid and triggering. I would ask that you consider that being triggered is of itself a reaction to a trauma and that it does not need to be diagnosed, just felt. If it seems like a PTSD reaction that you have experienced, if its that to you then it likely is.
You can heal such trauma and be freed from triggering, it sounds odd because to walk to the pain and to agree that the trauma can be ok seems contrary to logic. It works, we can be authentic and free of trauma, we can acknowledge it and be open about it, and we can win release of it. Sort of like lancing a boil to release the poison. You are pushed to let trauma go. It is a drive to health.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW