Today is W's birthday and she left for vacation this morning, she will be away for a total of 12 days. I feel relieved that there will be no pressure in the house. She gave me all her info about who was going and said she would send me pics. I said have a good time. At this point I thought her going away would really bother me but it doesnt.
W was happy to set the family up with meals in the freezer and a schedule for who feeds the dog. She was concerned with us keeping the house clean and I told her not to worry we can take care of ourselves.
For the last 2 weeks W has been nothing but kind to me, she is doing things to help me again. She even defended me from S21 teasing me about my hair being out of place. She is laughing at my jokes, and overall we are communicating better. I do not know what she is thinking and at this point its just a waiting game.
Still no contact with W's Lawyer... its like he fell off the planet. Last communication was Feb 5th. So nothing has been done except that she filed and I got the ppw. My Lawyer said this is highly unusual... she asked if I want to push forwatd, I said to hold off for now.
Now if you are reading this you are prob saying she is going away with OM, just as a reminder I still have no proof that there is OM. Could there be, yes of course there could. I am now focussed on ME so if the D goes through I am ok. I have realized there are plenty of woman out there who would love to be in a committed relationship.
GAL: going to the gym right now then work.
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20
