Finding Solutions, Not Distractions..

[Coconut]

You have got to be kidding me.. No f'n way..

So I decided to reach out to the lady who I talked to for the first time the other night, the one that completely turned me on when dancing with her. I messaged her through meetup letting her know that I was thinking of her, she Msgd me back with her number. So I called her, she didn't answer and immediately text me, she said:

"I can't talk right now, in middle of volunteer firefighter class"

WTF, instant flood of PTSD.. For those not familiar, the end of my M started with ex joining volunteer firefighter class.

I didn't respond, trying to figure out if I just move on or work through my "issues".. I still have flashbacks whenever I pass a station or see a fire truck, not sure if I can handle being with someone who has that in their life...

FML... Just my luck