Actually, I already told her all of that... except the part about the kids. It didn't even get that far before she was wailing and crying.

Oh, and I gave her until Friday to get out.

Also, this from her about 15 mins or so ago:

"Hoosjim, I am so sorry I know that you are hurting because of me and because of that I am dying on the inside. I am trying g to figure me out that is why I had scheduled an appointment with Jessica [our MC/IC] for Wednesday and also for tomorrow. I have done lots of looking into myself.And please understand that what you think yesterday was was not even close. I wish we could talk about it. I know I want us. Not because of yesterday, and not because of the kids, and not because I'm supposed to, but because I want us"

This was followed closely by a 40 second voicemail of which I couldn't even distingush coherent words through the heavy sobbing.

I think I may actually be growing cold and callous, although her crying did tug at my Heartstrings just a little, I have to admit. What is it about women's tears? Y'all put some kind of special chemicals or something like that?

H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18

"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7

"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3