I think your text to her regarding MC was good... In that, you do sound strong, resolved... But here with us, you sound a bit like you might waver. I know you are in a new place, and you are unsure... That's okay. Where you seem to be ready to waver is in your making allowances for W... I think you just can't help it... It's what you are used to... She is not being genuine in the conversations with BFF... And this meet up with OM was not the first one since July...
I have shared a lot... I don't want to overstay my welcome... So I will leave it there for now: she knows you might be listening to her convos and this wasn't the first meet up with OM... I hope DonH continues to contribute...
One more thing... You would think my being taken to the hospital on a 5150 after my suicide threat would have been rock bottom, but it wasn't. After three days, H let me come back, and I did it again...
If I think I have something helpful to share, I will... Stay strong and resolved, hoosjim...
