I haven’t seen or spoken to my W in over a week. I bought our D12 a cellphone 2 weeks ago because of her after school activities etc. W now has been solely communicating to me through our D. She will text her letting her know when she is picking her and our S6 up.
She used to get out the car and come to the door when picking up the kids but now she just honks and texts our D that she is here. I feel like i’m losing her, maybe I was naive but I felt as if her getting out the car coming inside to get the kids was a way of her trying to see me or see any changes I’ve made to the house...guess not.
I’ve started the DB book, it stirs up a lot of emotions in me because I can relate to so much in the book, i’ve literally have had to put the book down several times because I either became upset or sad...should I have started the DR book first?
Overall I’ve been feeling miserable...I honestly miss my W. I recently began writing a letter to my W...I know that this may have very little to no affect on my sitch but I have to let her know how I feel before it’s too late...because I truly feel like she is slipping through my hands.
Sandi or anyone else if you have any thoughts or advice about the letter please tell me! I would be willing to post the letter for critiques etc
