WW's A ended, Now piecing(?) but slow, thread #12

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Only other real insight from the recording was that she found the hug from om to be very uncomfortable.

A part of me wants to find all of that somewhat hopeful, but a greater and growing part of me is very angered by it. So, what, if she hadn't felt uncomfortable by it, if there had still been a spark there, then what? She would have said

let's go hop into bed right now?

so she's playing games with two different people's emotions now, mine and OMS, in some little happiness game of hers to try to see which one makes her feel better? Ick. Girl needs some help.

And if, as I suspect, her letter contains some sort of explanation like that I just outlined above where she and she said just wanted to see if there was something still there and there wasn't, and that is acceptable why? After she is supposed to be putting everything she has ever wise into rebuilding our relationship? It she still has to go and run some sort of test with om to see if there's something there? Nice.