She is still not respecting you... Forcing a talk... I kept calling my H after he dropped his bomb about knowing about my A... He would not answer. He finally texted me and said he was not wanting to talk to me. In my mind, I thought I could say the right things to smooth things over. If he would only give me a chance. He was wise to resist me... As angry and hurt as he was, he said he could not stand to see me hurt... I was his weakness... He also confronted OM by Facebook-left him a very public message... He wanted him to know that he knew in case i tried to hide it from OM...
I do not think you should keep the MC appointments at this time... You really do need your space.
