I had put a recorder in her car today as well. I retrieved it when I went home to get my stuff. It included a conversation between her and BFF. I didn't bring any headphones with me so I wasn't able to hear everything, including BFFs part of the conversation. So I'm going to get some headphones now so I can listen more closely.
Most important points that I noted colon: 1, wife had not seen om since July, I presume at that beach trip. Or at least that's what she told BFF today on the phone. Two, she wanted to see him one last time today to see if there was anything still there, and there wasn't. She said that there was a side hug not even a body hug and that then she was like okay I got to go. 3, she sounded to be in legitimate tears for much of the call. 4, she said she really liked it was really happy with the way things have been going between us, and that she was feeling closer to me all the time and that she was now seeing in the many of the thing that she wanted in a husband. 4, she tearfully told BFF that she did not think this time that there would be any coming back from it (meaning from her mostake) will fill in more once I have listened to the recording with headphones. The aforementioned conversation happened while she was driving around looking for me after I had walked out earlier.
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3