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Updating:

W just told me that she is going away next week with her work friends and proceeds to tell me that its all girls and that I have nothing to worry about. My response was I am not worried about anything, have a good time. I am glad she is going b/c the pressure in the house goes away when she is not here.

I talked to my Lawyer again and its confirmed her L is playing games by not responding to our requests. I will have to make my decision soon to push this forward, I am asking for advice here... DO I PUSH THIS FORWARD? It turns out that she filed on Jan 5th. I got the ppw on the 12th so we will be 3 months in with no progress, my L said this is extremely rare and has no reasoning behind it other than my W may be reconsidering.

GAL, just got ppw for my induction into social club, cant wait as induction night is a party and you get to meet more people. This club does so many activities my weekend will be packed with fun. My children are teasing me about it b/c this club usually is associated with an older crowd. As soon as I am a member they want me to guest bartend, should be fun.

Was I little under the weather today so I was not able to run, so I will increase my mileage tomorrow. On Tuesday our dart team had our first loss of the season and I went 1-2 even though it was a losing night it was better than working.

I keep getting texts and messages from two different woman that want to go out and it seems the more I dont want to the more they do. I feel a little bad turning them down but I am not ready to date especially since I am still married. I would feel real weird if I was out and someone saw me.