It is never too late to own your $h!t and apologize. Never.
We all have realizations after the fact and things we'd like to make amends for. When the moment comes, you will be able to have that conversation.
As for this guy - ugh. No. just No. I think with every new situation post-D we are learning more. Even if it's reading other people's experiences. There's much to learn for all of us.
Don't beat yourself up doll. We've all changed through this process. All you can do is own your side of the street and keep it clean.
You're brilliant, gorgeous and wonderful. There will be someone who will come along at the moment they are supposed to. In the meantime, just keep moving forward.
I hope this makes sense? It's early here and again, not sleeping well. xoxoxoxo much love as always!
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
