I thought I was toughened up and ready for anything, but no, I had to get ducked back in. Allowed myself to fall for,her, to trust her.

I am hurting so damn bad now. Can't sleep.


H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18

"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7

"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3