Meg just went through your story and like you said, very similar to mine. I applaud you for keeping your composure through all this, its one of the hardest things I've ever had to face. I agree with others, despite the huge betrayal on your H part there is no need to tell your kids the details. My first week was very tough, no eating,sleeping and lack of motivation to go to work. After my first IC visit I began to relax more, i found this site and quickly ordered DR and that's when i found some peace. Not going to lie, everyday after i exchange my daughter it breaks my heart but i do my best to keep a smile on and keep on moving. Chin up, with time this will all get better. I hope this for you and myself along with all other LBS.
M:26 WAW:26 T:11 M:7 D:3 BD 1 10/16 I love you but not in love BD 2 2/18 I love you but... W moves out 3/18