I am happy to read that the tests are done, but the wait is always the hardest. However, April is just around the corner and I pray that the news will be good.
It is very difficult for children to understand why a parent walks away and stays away. You've done a great job of being both parents to your daughters. It's a shame that your w can't get her sh@t together and meet up w/them. She's afraid of being judged by them and seeing the look on their faces. In her mind, it's better to keep her distance and touch base than face the music. Such a waste and shame. Her daughters are growing up so quickly and she won't be able to turn back the clock to see them grow up.
Irish, you are doing a great job. Never, ever doubt that. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
