Hi all.....back on track and things are going great. Meeting a buddy tonight after work and bought concert tickets with some friends to see one of my favorite bands of all time in July. I am really excited! I have also started to dive in deep on my calorie intake and have been tracking them daily, along with my macros as I want to drop about 15 lbs and get down to around 220. That has really got me focused and dedicated.
Soccer is starting back up this week since Spring Break is over with so I took my youngest to practice last night and will get to see my oldest tomorrow at her practice. It is nice being able to see them during the week so even then though this is not my week I get to stay in touch with them even if it is just for a few minutes. I also enjoy watching them play which is just an extra bonus. Games this weekend on Saturday morning so looking forward to that as well.
The W is still reaching out to me daily, asking my opinions on condos, finances, sending me smiley faces, making jokes, being all upbeat and sometimes for no reason. She sent me a note out of blue "Thanking" me for giving her an advance (for money) on what I send her each month. She has never done that before ever. Anyway, sometimes I feel like I am observing wild animals at a zoo and their behaviors. I find it very interesting at times. Obviously my WW is the wild animal being observed
We got a note from our L today asking about how much support we wanted me to pay for our youngest after our oldest turns 18. My W sent me a note, asking me to explain so I did. I then suggested we just 1/2 the amount of what I will currently being paying for those 2 years and she immediately agreed. Just that easy.
As my W has started to be nicer I have found myself thinking to be careful to not get sucked back in to the tempest. Obviously I have no clue why all of this is happening but I need to remain detached and not let myself get too close to the fire. With time and distance everything has become more clear and easier to diagnose.
