Gordie #18: still not divorced

[Gordie]

Andrew. OC, Neutral, HaWho,

Thanks for stopping by. Yes, sleep has recently been very interrupted. Maybe I’m just acting happy on the outside and internalizing the stress. Is she actually turning around? I hope so, but I don’t know. Trying to keep my expectations low. It works better that way. When I raise them, something happens to remind me that we are still deep in the woods.

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Journaling

So many have said that at BD both partners were likely unhappy. It’s taken 18 months but I am realizing some of the ways I was unhappy too. More when I have time.