I think i need to give up on the life i wanted. I wanted the traditional life. White picket fence, dog, 2 kids and someone to grow old with. My patents had that. Most of my family had that.
I have to realize that a family is not really in the cards.
Maybe just travel, be the cool easy going mom.
I tend to have more fun and seek out more when im single anyway. I take better care of myself too.
