Battling cancer while dealing with MLC

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River

MY XH had good communication with us for the first 2 years after bomb
He visited, sometimes daily and took the kids out
we talked a lot as friends during that time
Then we got D..He didn't like the fact that MY L was real smart and I eventually had to take our business away because he was ruining it--he was coming to work high--he vanished and still no contact with us or his sisters-
Many get pulled in deeper as time goes on and with no real help or desire to get therapy they get worse-
many will vanish into their own new lives

You may not know the whys of it really--
If you can create a tape in your mind that benefits you-like-
None of this is my fault
MY H is deep in M:LC a real crises-
I wish him the best and highest good
I let go over an again
I can do this on my own..I will make my life work
God is with me-
I will use all my energy for my healing and let him go
If I feel sad I will feel it and carry on-

Maybe 100X a day keep saying it until you believe it..

keep posting
do whatever helps you feel better
take good care of you-
we are all here rooting for your full 100% recovery